Talked to my ol’ pops today..he’s miserable and has been complaining about the same things for 25 years.
Pop: “You still believe in Buddha stuff”
Me: “Yeah pop’s but I believe in a lot of things besides Buddha stuff”
Pop: “You should believe in Jesus Christ, and you find happiness”
Me: “Oh cause it’s really working for you right?”
Pop: ” what”
Me: ” Nothin”
My father has never asked me if I was a happy person. He like many others assumes because he is miserable that everyone in the entire world must miserable too! I tried my best with my dad… I really did. My intuition tells me to give him the middle finger. I want to tell him when he is ready to make the choice to have a happy life (He doesn’t even need to be living a happy life)… just to be able to make the choice to live it.. I will talk to him. But I can’t. I think it’s the one of the only things holding him back from growing though. I am all he has and if I tell him this he will listen. I just a pussy.
Next time he calls, I am going to have to tell him loud and clear what how I feel.
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plightofthevoid reblogged this from eyenectar and added:
am so incredibly happy! Everyone...know who believes...that...
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